One Week

I am down to a week left here in Vegas. I am trying to keep my head straight with everything that is going on but things aren't going so well. I have been stressing about school, leaving and swimming lately but just recently I have a new worry to obsess about. Family is the oly thing that could really add to my load and sure enough something had to come up. Now this automatically takes priority over everything in my life and when there is a problem I feel like I need to be there. This family problem is one for sure we, as a family, need to be together to be eachothers strength. I want to go home to be with them. I feel useless here and I waste my energy worrying rather then focusing on the immediate tasks instead. A lot of people understand when I say my family is my life. When someone needs help, they are surrounded and loved by all of us. That is why this small one week has become an eternity. But the I think of what I have left, packing, 4 exams and moving. Besides I am sad to leave here for 4 months and not see anyone for the whole time from my team. I am especially going to miss Jonas as well...I know I've said it before but deal with it. I am going to stress about that a lot too over the summer. I've realized I'm a very stressed person. Well I just need to take things as they are and they'll happen the way they happen, right? hhaha yeah I didn't believe that either...oh well I'm sure this summer will go by fast. I need to get to bed..losing sleep over this stuff!!