Stupid Boys

So everytime I get mad at boys when they wrestle because they will alway end up hurting someone and most likely I feel it'd be me. Well they used to get mad and say I was over reacting but now they can't ever say that. Yesterday in practice the guys were being idiots again and playing a game called "Bean". Now the aim is like tag and you have to tag another guy and swim back to the wall first. During warm up two guys in the lane next to mine decided to start up and in an attempt to gte away one came into my lane while I was swimming and swam directly infront of me. When I lifted my head to tell him to get lost he swung around to swim back and hit me really hard with his kickboard/arm. Instantly my nose was gushing blood. I got out but collapsed on the deck a few feet away. Our trainer came in and tried to control the bleeding and eventually stopped...30 mins later. I went and got dressed and went to the trainers where I saw a doctor who prescribed me some pain killers. I pretty much stayed drugged for the rest of the night. This morning I woke up with a very bruised nose and eyes and in pain. I went and got Xrays done and finally in the afternoon found out that my nose is for sure broken. So tomorrow morning I am going in to have a specialist re-set it. I have never been this upset about myself for a really long time. I am so scared about what is going to happen. I am angry at the boys because they never care. I am mad because they never realize how stupid they are till after. They don't get punished either and I get a broken nose. I am in pain and am sentenced to my room because the guys are "just having fun". Well now I am the one paying for the fun.